Monday, January 14, 2008
How well do you think you know someone who shares a special relationship with you?Today, after all that has happened, i started to doubt what i see and what i thought he is.Does he really care as much as i thought he would but just discreetly?Or is it just that he really doesnt care and he totally played a rotten role yet im the only person who bothers thinking the best of him?Where is this gonna go?I want him to be who i thinks he is.I wish i can make him do something and bring us an answer.But what hurts me most is when i doubt if I mattered that much to him.
Sometimes when I say im okay,I really am not.
Lesson learnt from hallelujah chancing and from recent events:If you love someone,say it now.You never know when the person might just leave you without hearing from you how you feel.If you dont say something soon,I will give up on you as well.
flutter @ 11:58 PM
Janet
loves my family and friends
purple.
butterflies.
Touch rugby.
Jogging leisurely.
team-mates :).
Japanese food.
desserts.
Chocolates(especially white ones).
Chocolate cakes.
optimistic.
cheerful.
blur.
forgetful.
paranoid.
Exaggerated actions (HAHA).
Spastic.
Emotional.
Wishes
Everyone ard me and myself to be happy always.
