Sunday, September 02, 2007

I felt as if I had a long day already!Its only 11.20am now and I have been up for hours already.haha It actually feels gd to go walk in the park in the early morning and breathe in the freshest air u can get and enjoy all the sights while talking to my aunt.Im feeling energetic and chirpy now!I think i must really make this a regular thing.I felt bad today too.I felt as if I have never really talked to her like getting to know her better beyond the superficial things people who see each other 3 times a year ask each other.Although she lives just right beside us,I think we behave almost like distant relatives who see each other only 3 times a year.I guess thats because I was so absorbed in my own world.I cant believe she adores me so much yet I never really made the effort to spend more time with her...there must always be the fear of us losing someone close to us that we start to take notice.

I actually quite enjoyed the talk during our hour long walk and I noticed alot of elderly or middle aged couples walking around the park,taking in the sights and chatting cheerily to each other.I feel so envious of the old couples especially!They still look as loving and look like they have million of things to tell each other despite staying together for more than a few decades.This made me determined to force my husband to go for regular walks with me every wkend mornings and make it our routine.hahaha

School is good for now :)Thanks for all the concern my dear friends had shown...I really never expected you people to take notice...Not that I thought you guys werent sensitive/concerned but I was just treating this place as a ranting place and besides I dont update regularly so i thought nobody wld still read this blog.Thursdays are my happy days because at least I had Karmun,Christiana and Cheryl as company:D I already found a friend in sociology lecture so its good too although we didnt have much chance to talk alot to each other yet.And Principal of banking and finance I can join Suzanne,Stephanie's group whom are the PJ people...They have kindly invited me to join them after finding out I am alone during pbf lectures.Such nice people!:D I lovelove Econs and Maths lecture because the lecturers are so entertaining and interesting!Im starting to look forward to them!Although econs can really be a bore and i get groggy unwillingly during the 3 hr long lect,the lecturer never fail to perk classes up with his sharp-witted jokes delievered in a flat,i-dont-think-its-funny voice.Maths lecturer is this Malay/Indian guy who is overly enthusiastic and hyper and he really make sure he interacts with every students by walking all over the lecture hall and standing infront of random students to talk to them during lecture.His antics are really amusing and the way he describes things really make it sound as if boring maths formulas have a small little life of their own.Hes so cute in a cuddly big bear sort of way!hahaha

Night cycling was quite a disappointment altho i had quite high hopes for it!Sigh but its alright....guess it will just be a valuable night cycling experience because thats gonna be the first and last time im gonna go through it!It was not really physically tiring but i was really mentally tired after going thru the whole night without sleep.The only physical torturing part is probably how much my butt aches .The pain persists for days so thats why i think i shouldnt subject my butt to such trauma anymore.

My sister's coming back next wkend!!!!Im gonna get her a welcome back treat!A Singaporean treat to pamper her for feeling like shit over at New York.

But i still dunno what to get...She sounded really upset that shes not doing well for her tests when i last heard from her...she sounded like a frantic and studious school girl when all thats on her mind is to do well for her tests.haha Thats a funny change.So one week after she gets back,im gg to attend my cousin's wedding and i havent gotten any thing to wear for his wedding!No shoes too..I got a feeling it will just be really last minute when i get it because im gonna increase the number of tuition sessions with my kid to thrice a wk from next wk onwards and I still have to work in fossil too.Im gonna have my last korean lesson next wk too..wonder whether to start with intermediate lessons..Korean is getting to me now.It was rather late to warm up to it but still in time though.I have always taken a longer time than other ppl to warm up to things i realised.haha im slow in that sense.

Going for a walk with my Aunt in Clementi woods and West Coast Park tmr morning and accompanying her to the hospital for checkup in the afternoon.It was another case of being late than never.I hope I can still make up for it by spending more time with her now...

Random thought from the movie 13 going on 30 shown last night!

No matter how alike people might be as they are raised under the same conditions and environment,we will still turn out different from each other,because of the choices we made.I hope the choices I made thus far will make me a better person than I am now in 10 years time.

We always tend to assume things and take it as it is...why is it that we never have much doubt for ourselves?But we are always critical or doubtful of what is presented to us by others?

flutter @ 11:20 AM