Sunday, July 02, 2006
My pri sch fren said hi to me at far east today.
Caught me by surprise becuz i havent seen her for yrs.haha yeah tat long i think.
And according to my sis,i actually am quite dao by just saying hello to her twice n start walking away.According to my sis,she says im very patronising.
But tats not what i meant!I am really surprised to c her so i was just caught by the moment n i dunno what to say.Yes im dumb at reacting fast to such sudden situations.And as i was walking quite briskly with my sis on the streets when my fren called out to me,i guess its kind of natural tat im in a slow-walk manner aft saying hello right?But i really meant to chat with her for awhile but as i dunno what to say so i just stare at her in a very surprised manner.But she also walked away aft we said hello.
I lost quite a few of my pri sch frens' hp no. since i change my phon n no. so many times so i took a few hrs b4 i got hold of her no. n smsed her.phew glad tat im contacting her agn.Talking to an old fren felt great:) There was this other time on the bus.I saw my pri sch fren which i havent seen for yrs.haha yeah its been tat long since we last contact each other.IN fact,she saw me n i din notice her at all.She sat next to me at the other side of the bus n i really cldnt recognise her at all.So when i was looking ard the bus casually n happen to catch her eye,she actually smiled to me n i was kinda freaked out.(I said im dumb at reacting to such sudden situations n its not everyday tat a stranger smiles to u for no reason)Since i dun recognise her at the moment(she changed quite abit),i gave her a "u r weird" face n looked away.Then i tot awile abt it n realise who she is.Ya la im damn slow.But by then im too paiseh to go to her n say hello since i actually gave her tat stupid look of mine.N when i look over to her side agn,she was looking out of the window n i presumed she must b too paiseh to ever look over to my side agn.So there u go,all my old frens must b thinking im some snob n dao irritating person.Im not surprised if im not invited to any pri sch gatherings or outings.hahaha
Then today,as me n my sis were walking to far east,i saw this cute guy n i was looking at him when my sis suddenly interrupt me n ask me why i look at the guy liddat.Then i was like,"oh shit,this is so embarassing to admit tat im checking out a cute guy to my elder sis." Then,as i try to avoid her qns, i asked her y she ask me that n she said:"Becuz u diao tat person so i wonder y u look so fierce lo." =_=" Its not the first time ppl misunderstood the way i look at ppl.When im looking at ppl with nothing on my mind,ppl say i diao tat person n look damn weird/pissed.So now im nt surprised if i die on the streets becuz i may jus happen to look at this ah beng thinking hes cute but he misunderstood me n chop off my tongue or gouge my eyes or something.But i dun think i will ever think an ah beng is cute so im nt gg to die so soon yet.
Felt misunderstood the whole day .I hate being misunderstood n i AM being misunderstood for such never-cross-my-mind things.So to solve such misunderstandings , i normally will become what ppl misunderstand me of.So from tmr onwards, i shall diao whoever catch my eye n diao all the aunties n uncles who squeeze into trains b4 the passengers(read:me) alight.I will diao all the ppl on the bus n mrt taking up the seats,in hope tat they will b scared of me n give up seats to me.I will ignore all my frens,current or old.When they say hi,i will snob them n DIAO them b4 giving them dirty looks as if i dunno them.When they send me a sms,i will send a sms scolding vulgarities back.When they talk to me,i will behave like a bangala n give them a piercing stare right into their bones so tat they think im a pervert n will ignore me forever.Most importantly,i will not bath from now on till the day i die so tat i can take on the role of a bangala better.
Im damn good at solving misunderstandings. :)
