Sunday, July 23, 2006
Im qi-qi si shi jiu tian away from Prelims.God i feel so cheena.haha but 49 is a scary number.I have an average of 10 odd days to finish studying 1 subject.Everybody is getting rreally stressed out n im glad everybody is pressurising me to study study n study.Its not a bad thing becuz i finally have some motivation to go home n start studying.The main reason i finally can sit down at a table n open my books n start studying is becuz how sweet my sister Irene is.Upon finding out how bad my mid yr grades were,she is of course very worried for me n when i suggested to her tat i wanted to go for tuition,she din blow her top n is willing to sponser me.She keep telling me earnestly she wants to see me do well n tat made me more guilty than ever.(the hard approach doesnt really work on me,the soft approach of making me guilty does)
And since i join Charlie Chan's(CC) tuition so late(when im only 3 mths away frm As),i have been attending tuition lessons up to 4 times a wk to catch up.Mr CC charges 220 for 4 lessons so my sis is actually busting 220 a wk just for me. MAN I FEEL LIKE THE WORLD'S BIGGEST SINNER.
Ok i shall just stop talking abt her goodness.Im going to start crying already.haha The Lakehouse is coming out!Starring MY favourite
KEANU REEVES!!Gg to b some sad love story n i can cry my heart out agn.The last time i cried my heart out in a cinema is with the foursome n able to just let it all out n cry(becuz ur frens r all crying too.in fact the whole cinema.theres nothing embarassing abt it.) ... the feeling is awesome n extremely therapeutic.
For the past wk,alison n kelly have been telling him i look angry.Like HUH!I tot i look frenly!When im just LOOKING( i am really looking, not diaoing) someone,they say i look very fierce.Whatever happened to me!!?? An alien must have injected me with the "hate the whole world" gene when im slping for an experiment they r doing.Damn the aliens.Im determined to change my newly acquired fierce look n b smiley all over. :) =D
Thers something i know abt someone.But i can only keep quiet abt it becuz im nt supp to know.This is my blog.I just have to rant abt it.Shes mean,puts on a pretence,selfish,disgusting.She dun care whether u r upset by what she do or say to u becuz all she cares is all abt herself.By putting on a pretence as a forte,not many ppl know abt her true side.I wld hate to admit but shes brilliant in a sense.Shes the 2nd in our "Bitchiest person i have ever met" list.The 1st is this person who went crying to a fren n accusing me of something i NV did.That ultimate bitch actually wanted to spoil the frenship btw me n my fren n to win my fren's affection(my fren is a guy).So apparently she won n im glad im out of
UR PATHETIC LIFE,
BITCH.(i keep telling myself janet its over so lets nt care abt her but i always get so so misunderstood n wronged when i recall tat incident.N now i sound like the bitchy one.)I tot she wld b the first n last bitchy person i wld ever meet in my sch yrs n now here comes another.I nv did anything to bitch no.2.But she just wants to force me into her life by comparing me with her.But what she do to my frens is worse than what she do to me.N TAT just infuriates me.Seroiusly,**ck off n go migrate to north pole or if u can, go venus n nv come back.The ppl on Earth doesnt need u to hurt n upset their lives.
flutter @ 2:46 PM