Saturday, April 29, 2006
Yesterday was a gloomy day.I witnessed 2 ppl crying n both just cried their hearts out.I felt so sad for them too.I learnt alot yesterday..made me realised so much.
Or rather tis week,i learnt quite a fair bit.Lots of self-reflection on my part too.
Cleared up everything with kaiyin.If u r reading this,i wan to tell u im more sure than ever that we r gonna be each other's bridesmaid if we r gonna get married or if we remain spinsters,we will not b losers n we shall live tgt then.But dun worry,i dun think we will b left on the shelf.At the worst,we shall just share arthur.(!!!) hahaha You can always count on me to b there for u (: I will never give it up.
Some people look like they know everything n everyone n is one of those "cool n fun"(dunno whether tis is an apt word) ppl ard.Mayb these ppl(call them ABC) need to gain a sense of closeness with ppl or what,they like to bitch abt everything n everyone.Go ard doing that n ABC will realise they spoil things for themselves when the whole world turn against them.ABC is the typical kind of lower human beings who bitch to other ppl abt their frens(or so they claim) n then bitch to their frens abt the same ppl they bitched to previously.They r the type who can bitch abt everyone regardless whether the person is their close fren or whether the person is nice.They dont give a damn becuz they think bitching abt ppl is damn fun.
I feel sad for them becuz i know they r lonely.The kind of conversation these ABC type of ppl have with their so called gd frens r ALWAYS revolving ard bitching abt ppl.I mean how shallow is tat?At the end of the day,they have nv really got to know their frens at all n the closest person to them is probably only their shadow.
Learn from some rogues ytd that i look like im someone easy to bully.I have always tot mayb im too sensitive when i think ppl r trying to bully me or take advantage of me becuz they know i wont reject whatever stupids things they say.I think i used to b easy to bully.But nowadays,i get extremely irritated with anyone who tries to give me any shit just becuz they THINK im easy to bully.Between me n somebod who will give u attitude,ppl wld rather choose to order me or bully me becuz they know they wont lose my frenship becuz i am frenly n im always with a smiley face.So ppl wld rather try to please the person with the attitude to secure tat person's frenship.Give me shit n dun ever expect me to treat u nicely,i shall do tat since tats wat ppl dig right?
1 month plus n we r gonna step down from touch rugby.I will really really miss it .Im so used to looking forward to wednesdays n fridays becuz i can train n be with the rogues.I am sure life aft step down will suck alot alot.Have friendly matches with ac,jj,sa,ny,sr coming up next week.Hope things will b cleared b4 we step down so tat we can leave touch happily. :(
Blogging is good.I shall try to do it more frequently.So tat it can help me get in touch with my inner self.hahaha
Guys r bastards but i wan a boyfren now.What an irony huh.haha never mind me.It just tat illness of mine--love deficient syndrome.hahaha
