Sunday, March 26, 2006
Common tests r quite bad.I know i din try hard enough for it so i shall not complain abt how bad my results will turn out to be.
Went out with jiam(yea tats her new nick) on friday.Had hell lot of fun.Miss gg out with her.Never fails to laugh like a monster when im with her.Oh my what kind of description is tat.WE made a fool of ourselves individually at the same time.She went running ard the bus stop laughing to herself hysterially TWICE, thinking tat im running aft her.Everybody at the bus stop tot shes mad.Meanwhile,i ran away frm the bus stop from her,thinking tat shes running aft me, and im laughing hysterically to myself too.An ang moh uncle threw me a dirty look.
Things seem different isnt it?Mayb its just an accident.But it just so happens tat i can feel it too.Lets hope the day tat we have to confront each other on this issue will never come.Went to find kaiyin n reina aft jiam went off.Had a short catch up with reina.Glad to know tat shes doing well ,tat lucky bitch is gg hongkong.Sorry reina for nt contacting u!So much has been on my mind, sorry!Will contact u aft i get my new no. alright?Anyway,pls dun sms or call me at my no. for now.Im changing my handphone will b getting a new line.WE wanted to take a photo outside tis tv featuring the singapore fashion wk.I asked tis man whos in his late 20s whos approaching us to take a photo for us.I mean how diff is it to take a photo!?I tot he wld agree, like naturally.But tat only applies in my world.Obviously,hes in another world.He walked past us,waving to me half-heartedly as he walk past,and he gave a rather shocked n patronising smile.His body lang told me tat he tot im trying to pick him up.Like what the hell.I was so appalled that i immediately rolled my eyes as he walked past us.Then suddenly he felt guilty or something n agreed to help.But just as he turn back,he saw me rolling my eyes......
Ytd,went to help cheryl celebrate her belated b day at cafe cartel with chris,karmun and jiam.WE spend 2 hrs there laughing our heads off and talking to each other as if we r in our own world.Im sure the ppl at cafe cartel were glad when we left.N jiam even terrorise tis pj guy who worked as a waiter there.When we told him we wanted the bill, he din even wan to bring the bill to us.She went to ask him " R u from pj?" in tat super i-wan-to-pick-u-up voice when he fill our drinks for us.And we already told her hes from pj.
Catched up with chang zhen today at causeway.Shes the same old spastic girl.Found out we bought the same sports shoes unwittingly.Hersheys sundae pie is WOO.haha Im happy that we still have so much to talk abt. :) Cheers to a still-gg-strong frenship.
Along the way,we lose frens,we gain frens.There r some frenships tat u will feel bad tat they r lost.However,no matter how hard u try,u can just never get it back.Becuz ppl change,u change, things change.U may make the effort to keep the frenship but if ur fren dun care,what can u do?Ur fren might have tried very hard to keep in contact with u ,but if u dun appreciate those smses tat ur fren send u to ask abt u,how can ur fren do?Think abt it, r there times tat u r guilty of neglecting a fren's effort to keep the frenship btw u 2?
On my way home just now,saw a young woman helping a very old lady carry a huge pile of compressed cardboard boxes.The old lady was so happy she keep thanking the young woman.Mayb its been a long time since someone offered to help her...We r always busy n concerned with only ourselves...whens the last time we took time out to care abt others?To care abt the less fortunate?To care abt those who wished their whole lives to have things that we have.I was wondering what i wld have done when i see the old lady.I was thinking mayb i wld just walked past her without realising she needed help.Then i felt so bad.Y cldnt i just pay more attention to those who needed help.Sigh im so caught up with me,myself and i.
My whole entry doesnt really link up n i shall continue being random.I think i need a supernanny at home.My nephew is getting out of hand n hes too young for me to slap him.hahaha nah u dun really think i wld slap him did u?Heh. Did u guys watch supernanny?U guys shld watch it n get a glimpse of my life.He puts me in fear n anger everyday when he do ridiculous things like deriving joy from knocking his head repeatedly on the wall,putting his neck over the edge of his bed n try to strangle himself,biting things so hard his gums bleed,struggle out of my hands when im carrying him even at the risk of falling down to the grd.Hes only 1 yr plus.He looks like hes gonna ba a psycho when he grow up.IM worried.Really worried.
Blogging is gd.I must try to blog regularly,to keep a record of my life.OR else with my short term memory, im nv gonna have a record of my life when im 18.Its gonna just b blank in my brain when im 20 or something.
Lastly,an old photo to top it all off.
A photo of changzhen n me taken at esplanade during dec hols.WE had a crazy night tat day.OH YA!MY sis n mum r gg to msia tis wkend!Stayover, anyone? :D
