Saturday, January 07, 2006

Happy News:Touch rugby is gonna stay for 1 more year! :) I dun have to join the stupid elective programme!YIPEE!!!But the elective programme isnt tat bad anyway,they have kayaking,inline skating n stuff..but still,touch rugby is way interesting n more fun than any of them.

First day of sch was damn tiring.Its been 2 mths since i woke up at an unearthly hour of 6am and i only got to slp at 3am on monday.It is my dumb body clock.For the past 2 mths, i actually make myself slp at 3plus 4 plus.Then i wld find enjoyment in waking up in the afternoon.Now i dun have the privilege to do so.So who brought it on me?MYSELF!GRR.Changed a bio n Civic tutor.Miss Leong had gone down to teach the j1s.So Mr gabriel wong will b our new civics tutor n bio tcher.Its been a wk of sch already n i can c tat hes quite particular abt the sch rules.He even made us discuss in grps to come up with class rule n ways to build up our class spirit.(I shall nt say much more abt it becuz I know that teachers do keep blogs too n even have the time to read the past few mths entries of a student's blog.Of course, i know the power of blog hopping.Im nt gonna take the risk)

I miss Orientation!=(
I want Orientation.I dun wan to b a j2.Being a j2 feels weird.I WANT ORIENTATION!The days when we play silly get-to-know-ur-classmates n og mates games.The times when we cheer the way to sore throats and dance to the mass dance music.1000 plus ppl...cramping tgt in the hall tat cld barely squeeze the large amt of ppl....once the mass dance music starts,we wld b holding hands with ppl we dunno n rock our bodies to the music in grps.

Have been training in the rain these days.Especially ytd's trg.We played on the field from the time the time it is drizzling...until it started a quite heavy rain... n until the rain ceases.Can u imagine..SO SMELLY!We were sweating then the downpour made everyone dripping wet.EEW.Then when we got out of sch at ard 7 plus, it started a heavy heavy downpour agn.Mj,kaixin,ching n me chionged out of sch with whatever we had to cover ourself.They had towels n sweater.I only have my shoebag.Ended up looking really wet becuz my shoebag is quite useless in protecting me frm the rain.Went to lot 1 foodcourt to eat looking like a joke.=_="

Dorcas have to step down as her role of captain. =( Shes a really gd captain...She never really throw a temper or flare up no matter how lousy we performed.Whatever we do wrong,she will tell us instead of throwing a temper or giving everyone attitude,which is something i really respect.Mj ,being a vice captain will go up to take over dorcas.Alana will take over the vice cap position.Ade will take over the treasurer's(alana's previous post) position.

Think the rogues r gonna b bullying the j1s in time to come.Like ytd,we r sitting down at the table,then we saw tis j1 who tied the front part of her hair up with a red ribbon ,ne-zha style.Hui yi went to tie her hair up like tat j1 n keep staring at tat poor girl,hoping the girl will c her.hahaha we had such a good laugh but it was indeed very mean of us to do tat.Huiyi ,upon seeing the crowd of j1s coming down to the canteen,started talking in those ah lian language.The "HElLo,mY NaMexxx is JaNetxxxx Worxxxx" kind.hahaha Shes damn funny la.

Mr Dennis Yeo gave a talk during assembly abt how the things we r gonna do in the next 8 mths is gonna affect our lives for the next 8 yrs.Found it very inspiring n useful.I shld treasure the time i have for the next 8 mths.Must not regret what i have nt done at the end of tis yr.The feeling sucks like anything.

All along i tot something is amiss.I tell myself mayb i have been thinking too much n worries excessively.But I finally understand tat mab it is how its supp to b.I shld nt worry anymore abt what i dun have but appreciate what i already have.Becuz i felt tat i dun feel appreciated for whatever i do.I seriously think u dun appreciate my presence at all.All the words u say,i treasure them.But when i realise reality nv matches what u say,i guess u r just using the words out of a duty to say nice things n u dun really mean them.
Some fren once told me tat u dun have to care abt those who dun appreciate u as long as u know u have some frens out there who really do appreciate u.
I feel tat i sometimes do nt appreciate the kind acts my frens do for me.I felt really bad becuz i know how they feel.I felt bad i neglected my sec sch frens for my new frens in pj.Altho i still go out with my sec sch frens, we do nt keep in contact as often.I must admit there r times i prioritise my new frens b4 the sec sch frens.But no matter how long we havent been talking to each other,the least i know is tat they still appreciate my presence, which is y im so grateful i have such superb frens. :)))) no matter what happens, im assured of the fact tat they will jus b a phonecall or sms away for me.Im sincerely grateful.Thank You.

flutter @ 2:48 PM