Saturday, December 03, 2005
Abit bored from studying...I felt like ...like i was back in pri sch..being the very goody-2-shoes daughter, i will find joy in staying at home spending time with my parents.Back in sec sch, i wld feel guilty if i stayed out later than 8 on sch days.But now in jc,I can reach home at 10 plus even 11 plus sometimes on sch days becuz of trg.Reaching home late seem to bcum a norm.Its been a whole yr of tis already.On weekdays i wld spend almost the whole day at sch, n on wkends i wld go out with frens.For 1 whole yr.Altho i enjoyed myself very much n had loads of fun tis yr, i think im so busy playing tat i actually played thru out the yr.Hence, my results.Now tat i have been spending time home for so long,i seem to have more time for myself to think n reflect on things.I recalled alot of things during tis 2 wks.So many things i have neglected n have forgotten thru out the year ..Im so caught up with having fun with my frens outsides tat i think thru out the yr the most impt thing to me is prob having fun.Im actually so busy with a life which is not accomplishing much things.Seriously, tis hols is prob the 1st time in yrs im spending so much time at home at 1 go.haha felt weird.Anyway im just blabbering randomly abt haha.so i shall move on randomly agn.haha
OH YA!Today something ridiculous happened.My 2nd sis is home today(she dun live with me.shes married.)And as i was bringing tis dirty towel to put at the washing machine in the kitchen, she said:"going out ah?" Then i shot her an incredulous look as i put down my towel on the washing machine n i din say anything n walked away.Just as i walked away, my sis said :"Study la...exams coming leh still wanna go out!" and i told her in an exasperated tone:"Im not going out la!" but oh my, my mum being a very cute mum, she seem to become momentarily deaf n blind when i put down my towel at the washing machine instead of putting it in the toilet n defended myself.Becuz my mum went on to shout(yes her normal talking voice is to shout):"Ah girl, study ah!dun always go out ah..fail again then u know ah...in the end u regret u know!" GRRR...Inside my brain it goes like tat:"When is the last time i went out!?U TELL ME!Its freaking 2 weeks ago!Where is the always!?Havent i been studying these 2 wks.I din even step out of my hse except once during tis 2 wk n is to go to sch la!" But no. i know how cute n slow my mum is in catching things so i shut up n said nothing but just continue walking away from the kitchen, thinking my sis wld explain to her what exactly went on later. BUT NO!My dad whos in the living room, heard my mum's shouts n started hollering at me:"U WANT TO GO OUT!?U better not go out ...exams coming still wan to go out...u dare to get out of the hse then u know." and gives me a murderous stare n from his eyes i can c tat what he means is tat if i go out he will break my legs,mutilate me n hang me along with the christmas decorations at orchard rd as a perfect ending note to this death threat.In fact, at tat moment, my dad is so angry i think he is on the verge of carrying something heavy n hard to throw at me.and the only thing tat is heavy n hard in his line of sight is a tv so hes actually attempting to carry my tv to my room to throw at me.Lucky the tv is damn heavy n hes taking a long time to heave it up becuz as he continued hollering at me, i shouted:"Im not going anywhere!CRAZY." I felt i shld have explained tat i just went to put a towel on a washing machine n here they r all ,3 of them accusing me of something out of nowhere based on quite abit of imagination n hallucinations on their part.Mayb tat will embarass them on the spot n make them realise how dumb they r.
Luckily for me,my dad is fast in thinking n realise tat he have paisehed himself n carried the tv back to the living room altho hes at the door of my room.hahahaha!
NAH IM JOKING abt the tv part.My dad is nt some psycho violent murderer.hahaha now tat i think of it, i think they r so dumb n its so funny how dumb they get.But at tat moment i was so pissed with them when my sis came n apologise n coax me saying she will buy me anything as a christmas present i actually REFUSED vehemantly!
DAMN.What was i thinking abt?hahaha I think i will call her later to ask if what she said still count now.hahaha.
Another ridiculous thing struck me when i was walking back from ginza(to buy dinner to eat alone infront of the tv.everyone went shopping without me becuz poor lil janet got exams.im such a lonely pathetic kid.hahaha) n i was just in a daze as i walked back home.Then dunno y i suddenly look up as i saw tis pair of legs walking towards me, n at tat moment i cldnt believe my eyes.
A ULTRA CUTE GUY.*exicted* Hello!?what happened?Y is it ridiculous u may ask.It is ridiculous becuz a teen appearing in my neighbourhood is a phenomenon n whats more its a ultra cute guy.For ur info, ard 85% of spore's ageing population lives ard me haha or so i tot.becuz i have nv seen much young ppl my age ard my hse n there r only kids,aunties,uncles,grandpas,grandmas, n im prob the only teen.hahahaha I think tat guy must have lost tis way becuz its impossible theres such a cute guy wld live near me.If hes new,let him b my neighbour pls!hahaha okay since im bo liao let me describe how he looks like.Tan,tall,charming single eyelids! =D,and his hair is nice :)
Kays think i gtg study.I will b back soon..becuz my re-exams r ending!Thank god.
