Sunday, November 13, 2005
Three wks into my hols.Guess no time shldnt b an excuse for not blogging.Actually i have lots of things to blog abt,since my last entry.But im just so lazy laa..haha I mus really blog on a regular basis.becuz i dun wan to lose those memories,happy or sad.Instead of blogging, i have prefer to take the easier channel and that is to talk....To jiamin. :) Now that holidays r here we finally have more for time each other.Thanks for listening patiently to all my ramblings.Lots n lots of things happen that i have no blogged abt.N these memories r actually starting to fade away in my brain.I hate my bad memory.TSK.okay..let me say it now....
Last last week went shopping with the rogues on non-trg days,tuesday and thursday.hahaha we really cannot get enuff of each other man.WE r like really c-ing each other for the whole week,everyday!Trgs' FUN shoppings' FUN!!Rogues: Can nv tell u guys how lucky i am to get into the team,to know u guys,to be with u all, to enjoy the kuku-fun-crazy-loud-embarassing-fulfilling times tgt...becuz if i really were to say,I wld be saying it every day i c u guys. =] U guys will b so irritated by me.haha Walking ard in a big grp is fun as we enjoy the things we c tgt,share a joke tgt,enjoy good food tgt.YUMMMMM.But its definitely not gd for those who wan serious shopping and to c n buy their things.Becuz we always have to wait for each other to finish trying or looking at their things we wld b spending alot of time in each shop.Went for a haircut with alana on of 1 those shoppin days forget when.C!die liaox if today nv blog the shopping outing(s) out i will prob forget that we even shopped tgt a few wks later. =_="""" We went far east to scour for some cheap and good salon.And we decided on this quite-decent looking salon.That stupid alana is quick to tell the guy who entertained us that i will b getting the haircut first(we were arguing who get cut first as we enter the shop becuz we r quite doubtful of tat salon).NVM.turns out i like the guy better...becuz the middle aged woman who cut for her dont look professional at her.Imagine..that middle agedwoman was actually sitting at one of those seats served by 1 young woman.Then aft my haircut was done,the middle aged woman just stood up n went behind alana and scoop up her hair awhile and say:"So how do u wan to cut it?"Alana look damn shock,her eyes were wide with fear and bewilderment.I still tot that auntie is a regular customer just trying to make fun of alana for awhile...and i think alana tot so too for at that same time she began laughing.I tot the auntie wld stop her joke since alana already know she is joking...but NO!The auntie actually ask,"What are u laughing abt?" OKay i think if alana is really mean she cld jus say, "Im laughing at u!?I dun wan someone who din even have her hair washed(i think the young girl who helped her shampooed her hair obviously is as forgetful as me n din realise that auntie's hair is not rinsed =_="),look auntie and have some weird ear protector thing cup ard the ears." hahaha..
But obviously shes nt mean hahaha and she actually look quite sad to find out that the auntie is not playing a joke on her.At the end,i think her hair turned out nice!She look nicer with the fringe :) That auntie knows her stuff aftall.haha We also went food republic to eat on thursday i think.I <3 FOOD REPUBLIC.Me n alana went to look ard the kampung-themed foodcourt and we were actually quite spoil for choice.Theres a wide array of cuisine.As she loves dim sum, we decided on sharing bee hoon and the dim sum.We went to those stall that sells wu xiang and order a plate of economical bee hoon.We both think we look rather poor and pathetic becuz the both of us queued up only for 1 plate of bee hoon,with not even 1 piece of wu xiang.And as we leave the stall with chili and bee hoon the stallholder mus b thinking how thrifty youngsters these day r....haha.The zhi bao ji from the dim sum store is finger licking gd!Thats called Finger Lickin' Gd kay!KFC,GO AWAY!hahaha And the dessert...WEEEEEEEE!Heavenly too~~ I love the mango with the pomelo thing.LOVIN' IT!
Aft dinner,we make a din by shouting at each other from the diff end of the table and everybody just talk n argued with each other.hahaha it comes to a pt we all make peace n started looking for a common target:charlotte.Our resident teasing target.I think she said something abt how she is so full the food is at her chest area and she feel uncomfortable.Then someone started by saying how "special" charlotte is when her food gets to her chest and ours go to stomach.N no doubt that led on to how charlotte have "bountiful blessings" but we have none.Sheryl and kaiyin even go to the extent of complaining how jealous they r of charlotte as she can rest her blessings(shes tat bountiful) on the table while the both of them wan to rest them on table also cannot. HAHAHAHA!That cracked the whole table up la!I think we r so loud even the table of guys behind us also know what we talking abt and even turned ard n look.Guess they wan to c for themselves the much talked about... charlotte's famous bountiful blessings!hahahaha!We went on to playing bridge.the game that is all the rage in our team.We play it everywhere,everytime.WE play it aft dinner in foodcourts at lot 1, we play it outside lot 1 when the foodcourt is closed, we play it at the grandstand b4 n aft trg, we even play it while we r at town. =_=" N some of us even go to the extent of playing it on the bus,while standing!I know u r damn amazed by our supernatural powers and is murmuring under ur breath "WAH...DAMN ZAI!".Yes,we know that.WE r VERY zai,to the extent that we even know that u think we r zai.wahahahaha =D We played bridge until the all the stalls r cleaning up and we r the only ones left in the foodcourt.Ya..we r really obsessed with bridge now.
Trgs this wk been quite emotional i think.Moods were easily shown.And its affecting the teamplay.Is quite obvious at times who is not happy with who and the black faces is getting more n more "influential" towards the end of trg.(becuz 1 person black face to another person,that another person will start to black face n the cycle goes)I also got quite pissed at 1 pt during Friday's trg.The frustration just gets to me.But i tried to cool myself time n agn.Guess taking deep breaths helped alot becuz at least i din explode.At least i wasnt as pissed on friday as during the oasis games.That time i was really so pissed at myself i scolded the f word everytime there is a drop ball or when we lose a gr8 chance to score.N it happens that there r alot of times when that happen so im really scolding vulgarities an awful lot during the game.But seriously,if when im fine with things n i c a black face throwing the temper ard, i dun feel so gd ya?I guess thats how everybody feels.So 1 black face is enuff to dampen our spirits.Thats y i think all of us need to go for lessons to hide our emotions during trgs so that the team spirit is not easily affected!To attain a normal face when we r damn pissed is like reaching nirvana.hahaha Yes we will strive to do that!That is like damn cool actually.But when we wan to show those IMPs(irritating mean pigs) that u r angry, that skill will b more of a hindrance becuz IMPs are so dumb n thick skin they nv care to realise how u r feeling.
Now that hols start and trgs r on every mon,wed n fri,i have been seeing less of my sisters and parents.There r wks when i dun go back for dinner at all and that is quite bad becuz dinner is the only time i communicate and bond with my family.I actually felt quite guilty for neglecting them and spending too much time with the rogues.Especially for that wk when we went shopping on both non-trg days.Aft m1, i must really stay at home everyday and accompany my mum. :( Seems like i havent talk to her much for a long time.And shes feeling lethargic n sick nowadays. :( What a wonderful daughter i have been...when mums not feeling well and need help in taking care of my nephew, i will b playing rugby in sch.Hais.Mayb aft the m1 touch n my re exam, i will spend lots of time on more bonding sessions with my mum...thru baking cakes and pastries mayb?I used to do that with my mum when i was young.But for now, 1 is coming up becuz im gonna acc her for a medical check up tml.And we already planned to shop and eat gd food tml! :) She promise to buy me a christmas present too! hiak hiak. =D Talking abt re-exam, my elder sis and elder bro in law has been nagging me n really getting on my nerves sometimes as they reminded me every min(yes really every min) to study and stop playing rugby.Im lucky when i get home from rugby trgs they r already going to slp...thats y even as they nag every min,its not for long like a few hours.I understand where they r coming frm..aftall if i fail tis re-exam agn,i will b retained.But i cant stand the way they talk abt rugby.Its like my passion and they keep telling me its useless and how playing it more will increase my chances of becoming a road-sweeper or some dung collector in the future.Yes thank u very much.But as my IQ increase i know that i can go back to I-Lotus worse come to worse and b a freaking boring no-life operator.I dun have to do such jobs kay...anyway they r taken up by all the bangladeshi.N im not in china.Finally theres once i cheer for the presence of bangaladeshis in Spore.:) But these re exams,i mus really cherish this chance and do well for BOTH my bio n chem,altho i only need to pass one of it to promote.Theres really a pt when i tot i wldnt even have a chance to re-exam when my tcher told the class"There r a few in the class who wld b retaining..." And i tot.."What the hell!?"Actually i already tot since i got 1 A n 1AO pass n i can take re exam but at the way my tcher pt it,it seems im def in for retaining. I really prayed that God will give me a chance n i will really take it seriously.So now that i have been given a chance,i must at least stick to my promise n cherish the chance n put in all my effort to study for it.I will wan to c my elder sis n bro-in-laws' faces when they find out i did well for both my bio n chem re exam.AND I LONG for the day when i can tell them proudly of how i did while reminding n proving to them rugby doesnt affect my studies at all.But what i say now is all empty talk.Its what the chinese call "blow the cannon".hahaha chui da pao(is my han yu pin yin right?)hahaha SO!I cannot b a da pao xian(the cannon fairy..wahahaha!How funny it sounds).I must prove what i say.Give me moral support ya? :)))))))))
The rogues have started working as banquet waitresses and they r really chionging the nights to earn money.haha i also wan!Kaixin,ching,kaiyin,alana,charlotte have already started working at Oriental and dorcas is gonna start soon at Fullerton.Mj is getting a Fossil job aft m1 touch.I ALSO WANT!But not until aft re exams.Now my priority is re-exam and m1 touch!Aft m1 touch ,i will wan to conc fully on re exam n stay at home n study everyday.Aft re-exam,then i will chiong to earn money money MONEY becuz i badly wan to shop n i wan to buy alot of things.Moreover,theres gonna b lots of sales in dec! =D Lemme c..i wan to buy christmas presents,clothes,bags,shoes,jeans.Ummm...aft my re-exam i wan to go on sleepovers,vcd marathons,cooking madness!hahaha dunno y i just feel like staying home or going someone else's place(better...becuz i dun wan to blow up my own kitchen hahaha!) and bake brownies,cookies and make desserts!hee hee.Care to try my culinary skills?hee. =]
Its just a matter of tryingDid i try enuff?I have always been trying n i knowBut r there things i dunno?Should i stop trying, i wonder more oftenly recentlyThere r just some things efforts prob isnt proportional to how i wan it to bI dunno whether u think i have nv triedTruth is i tried so hard it gets so toughOr r things not what i perceived it to b?Is there a diff light to things?Im not sure how i have done wrongN mayb i nv knowBecuz it all goes unresolvedNothings saidNothings doneIt is left as it isLike now.
