Sunday, September 11, 2005
Perhaps its all my own wishful thinking.Theres no such thing yet i assumed there is.I was assured there was but i really dont c it.Am i just being comforted or am i being patronised?Im tired n sick of all the guessing i have to do.So i will just assume that i wasnt n mayb tat will get me happier.That will get me from expecting too much.Yes thats it
I really feel like shit whenever i have to think abt tis when im feeling happy.Im like happy from one whole day of fun with the rogues n out eating with my sis accompanied by a delicious dinner n dessert.Everything just made my day n suddenly i have to think abt it n it made me so sad totally.I feel so assed now.I think this shld come to an end n i shall stop thinking abt this.Im just being so freaking stupid.I shld b thinking of studying now.STUDYSTUDYSTUDY.Sigh.
flutter @ 12:18 AM
Janet
loves my family and friends
purple.
butterflies.
Touch rugby.
Jogging leisurely.
team-mates :).
Japanese food.
desserts.
Chocolates(especially white ones).
Chocolate cakes.
optimistic.
cheerful.
blur.
forgetful.
paranoid.
Exaggerated actions (HAHA).
Spastic.
Emotional.
Wishes
Everyone ard me and myself to be happy always.
